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Mark og kadaver
1 min read
Hvis ditt jeg falmer og du merker deg selv ikke lenger, du vil gå tapt i speile av din innendørs universe.
Det fins ikke noen, for å finne deg og for å berge deg atter.
Ikke noen, den som hører dine stume skrikene.
Du er en fange i din ensom paradise.
Lukk op dine øynene!
Og nå forviss deg:
Vil du la hjelpe deg av noen å pile av sted av dette innendørs svartehull, det som fortærer deg trått?
Kom og redd deg!
Den ensomhet ellers vil være di mark, og du vil være sitt kadaver.
Det fins ikke noen, for å finne deg og for å berge deg atter.
Ikke noen, den som hører dine stume skrikene.
Du er en fange i din ensom paradise.
Lukk op dine øynene!
Og nå forviss deg:
Vil du la hjelpe deg av noen å pile av sted av dette innendørs svartehull, det som fortærer deg trått?
Kom og redd deg!
Den ensomhet ellers vil være di mark, og du vil være sitt kadaver.
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First request finished
1 min read
Yeeaayy, it's done! The first request I took here is finally finished! XD
Hope I can use the laptop of my best friend tomorrow to submit it. And hope she'll love it! ^^
Hope I can use the laptop of my best friend tomorrow to submit it. And hope she'll love it! ^^
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Fixing my former foes
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For all those ones, who bulled me and treated me so cruel on my school days: it's your fault I've gotten so shy and I have hardly trust in myself now. You're the reason I only can feel pure hatred and solitude inside. Now I regret every day I hesitated to take a knife to school to stab you all to death. Everyone says I should let bygones be bygones, but I just can't forget. These bitter school days will follow me till the end of my lifetime. It's your fault I suffer. I wish you all would die of the most horrible desease the whole world have ever seen. Only the cold walls of your own coffin shall surround your sick, dead and obnoxious body. You all shall be forgotten forevermore!
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Life sucks!
1 min read
And suddenly I'm getting this feeling that my whole life sucks, again, suddenly coming out from nowhere, for no reason. Sometimes when I have to see or even have to think of all these lucky couples, on the streets, even in my family and all my friends, it makes me kinda sick. Coz everyone has or have had someone they're in love, really everyone...except from me. I don't have anyone, I never have found true love and I'm sure I also never will find my first true love. Yeah, why couldn't I have been born dead? Coz what shall I live for? So that's the reason I hate myself for keeping alive, I even hate myself for being afraid of dying. I even wish I wouldn't be afraid of death, so I already would have committed suicide. I hate me! 
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Sooo bored
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I felt sooo bored, I even don't wanna draw anything, coz I dunno what to draw. Guess, I'll keep on drinking my two bottles of beer, eating my crisps and watching boring TV...WHAT THE HELL SHALL I DO???
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